I pretended that I'm glad you went away
These four walls closin' more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
Now I'm cryin' inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a-tumblin' down
I can see it so clearly
But you're nowhere around

The nights are lonely
The days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
Now I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' inside, and nobody knows it but me
I lie awake, its a quarter past three
I'm screamin' at night
As if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you
And nobody knows it but me

How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle its been torn all apart
A billion words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know I'll be lovin' you still

Tomorrow mornin' I'm hittin' the dusty road
Gonna find you wherever, ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart
And hope you come back to me
Said when the nights are lonely...

just got a photobucket website from a friend showing these so-called kinky pictures of a malay girl. sigh. i'm so disappointed with her manners. anyway, checkitout. maybe you know her..

http://s42.photobucket.com/albums/e319/adunamiro/

p/s: hold shift button and click to open new window for the link

sigh. haven't gone to the office for two days now. even if i go, i'll be like an idiot, doing nothing. hmm. guess my salary gonna be cut more this month. well, i don't really give a damn anyway. i'm currently searching for a new job. anyone knows any company that need a network engineer or a system admin, please do let me know. it would be much help for me. and i'd owe u for that.

watched Inside Man last nite with apik at the studio. damn freaking cool movie. imran just bought the movie so might as well watched it again. the day before, we watched Memento. i watched it halfway because it gave me headache! ahaha.

more updates coming...

well i watch miss universe 2006 encore last night with imran while doing some stuff on the net. seeing loads of beautiful women on the screen feels like wanna scream. haih. well, i'm not a pervert. but i'm a man.

just a question. why do they have to put a african-american type into the finalist? because they don't want it to be called racist? and i know the USA is the host, but i don't think Miss USA should be in the finalist. sigh. and i also don't think Miss Puerto Rico won! what do u guys think?

btw, i like Miss Japan (Kurara Chibana). cute, intelligent, can speak 4 languages (that's hot), great body, and a pure japanese (i like). Miss Australia (Erin McNaught) is not bad either. sexy, great body, kinky looks. ehehe.

i'm not the judge. just writing what i thought. and this is my blog anyway. i can write whatever i want and that's a good thing. ehehe.



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here's the thing,

last saturday, me and few of my friends held a BBQ-LAN party at wann-senn's place @ TTDI. the rules is, everyone have to bring their own computer. but still, there's some people didn't brought anything! well, that's okay. we had fun. we had food. we had some kinky moments.

the long wait for the pictures is here. greetz to aphesz for the camera. and it's okay for the late uploads!



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