wish everyone a Selamat Hari Raya.

short update..

just watched Click on the DVD that i just bought and yes, i admit that family do comes first. but what if the 'family' who threw u away? the movie really did struck me like a lightning and rip my heart out but.... i have no option to turn back time.

hmm.. even if i can, i won't. it's just my family (more to my siblings) is lack of respect to their younger brother (that's me). the thing is, eventhough i'm the youngest in the family, my dad has past away and there's just my so-called 'someone'-in-law in the house who i don't want to consider him as a family (which i have the rights), i'm the head of the family. my brothers is all not staying with my mom. eventhough i have the power to be the 'head' of the family, why no one listen? because their older? then if that's your answer, then go argue with Allah. tell him that. well, don't want to make things more complicated. writting this down for a comment on a movie anyway.

it's two days before Hari Raya and i would like to wish something to everyone listed below:-

To Mama, i wish you Selamat Hari Raya. please take care of your health. forgive me for making the decision not to come back to you and all that i had done. maaf zahir & batin. i love you and i really do miss you so much.

to my siblings and especially my in-laws, PISS OFF F**KERS!

to everyone else.. selamat hari raya and i'm sorry IF i ever do you harm..


p/s: i really don't mind being alone.. just got used to it..

damn it. had a very bad dream just now and it's all about the family... interesting. i feel like dying (and crying).

my life is getting 'interesting' by the days past. it's 3 days before Aidilfitri and i still haven't even start or even worst, haven't DECIDE if i should do some shopping or not. sigh. sigh. and SIGH!

tak raya jugak aku tahun ni.. (atas sebab-sebab yang tak dapat dijelaskan disini...)